Remembering you.

Its funny what makes me think of you.
The way the light shines through the window, of the day when we climbed that tree in your yard, made me feel like a little kid again.
The sound my pencil makes when it falls, makes me think of how you always tapped on everything, even when there wasn't any music.

It all sounds so dumb now, thinking of you, kinda pointless when i think of how you never came through. How you always said you loved me, and how you cared so much, but now i know that i never again want to feel your touch.
It used to hurt, when i thought about you, remembering all the memories, and long phone calls. Well then i realized you weren't that special, that there were other guys. Ones that will treat my how they should, ones that will love me like you never could.

I will never let another tear fall from my eyes, never will i let myself miss you, because all i'm really missing is your lies.

The cold trees outside now remind me of you, your dark grey eyes, and how all they did was lie.

***this one kinda sucks, but i really felt like writing a poem for some reason hahahahaah***