As I sit there
Blood rushing out from my veins
I don't think about the pain
Because thinking of you makes it all go away.
The thoughts of you next to me
The thoughts of you being there
Will never fade away.
I know you will always be there,
right there in my heart.
I will always think of you,
Remembering the things you have done,
the things you said you will do
and the things I won't ever see of you again.
But in this time of need
To cease all pain
I wonder ... where you are
I wonder ... if you know what I'm going through
I wonder ... would you care,
If i died.
And as I sit there,
waiting,
for a guardian angel to come revive me....
I lose hope that you will be the one
The one that will be able to save me from my pain...
But you are still in my heart.
And always will be.
dedicated to you ... my friend.
-day 80. 13-11-2004.-
