You are my heart, my soul my everything

Why do I love you?
Why can’t I ever hate you?
Even though you made me
Everything I wasn’t

Ever since I’ve seen
The world for what it is
You’ve never had time for me
I could not handle it anymore

As I walk away
I cannot help but wonder
If maybe you would ever care
The way you made me

I can’t believe I let you
Rope me in even though
I always had precautions
To save my heart, my soul

How did you seep under my skin?
Seep into my soul
You found your way into my life
And somehow made me yours

I tried to be everything you wanted
But I still needed to be myself
You took everything I was
And moulded me into something else

Why can’t you see?
That I really did love you
And that you were and always will be
My first, my one and my only

I never even believed in love
Before you came into my life
Now we are over & I wish we weren’t
I know that it was I who ended it

You will never understand the reason why
And I don’t know why I even bother
To write this poem, you’ll never see
But I just want you all to know

That I really do love you
No matter how much you hate me
You’ll always be safe
Within my heart, my soul, my brain.