My hand is shaking as I write
So tired of each and every fight
You win I loose is always the case
Leaving me here in this dark place
Not caring about the tears pouring down my face
Just walking away while I lay dying
I say it's OK, you don't realize I'm lying
I wish death would come and carry me away
I pray as I lay here night and day
Shattered and broken again on the floor
Begging and begging please no more
Covering my head an laying it in shame
Of always sitting here taking the blame
You're the one who pushed me over the edge
Right after forcing me to sit upon this ledge
Peeking over the side and looking down
At broken dreams you threw to the ground
Piled below me,now I'll be with them too
As I slip off the edge I only see you
A smile on your face, your eyes are deadly
I continue to fall slow and steadily
Trying to scream, I can't even speak
I guess it's my fault, I was just too weak
