Make Me Love You Again

What has happened to me?
i cant cope with all this sh*t anymore
i look at you and i turn away
I'm losing us
I'm losing that feeling when i see you smile
i sit and cry while the sixth cryptic song plays along
i try to remember what i was gonna put here
but with all the sh*t in my head all my thoughts get lost
i don't want wet cheeks anymore
i don't want to feel this way about you anymore
i wanna love you again
with those five words it all falls apart
i thought hours ago it had
but not until i saw it in front of me could i know
just how deep it ran
just how scary it is
i wanna be able to feel the connection i felt
watching you walk up and down the basketball court
i miss laughing and i miss all our memories
i hate us
i hate what we've become
i hate the way you make me feel
i hate the sleep i make you lose
i hate the future that we let slip away
i hate that we don't try to fix us
we just f**k it all away
i wanna feel the way i did
i wanna look at you the way i used to
i want you to hold me like you did in line for daredevil
no passions...no pain...
just us...
make me love you again