Sometimes I wonder whether or not you care or if you were even there. Were you just screwing around or were you really serious about the stuff you said. I know you said you loved me but was it all a game or did you actually care. Did you actually love me. It always made me feel like I was Superman capable of saving the world my problems would evaporate but thats different now you seem like you want to go and you seem to want to break it slow. Sometime I wonder what I did if it were anything at all.You always seemed to be one of the most amazing people in the world. Someone that some people wondered if they were of this world and not a heavenly figure. I guess I was wrong about everything..... I'm sorry
