Gone

It strange 2 think that yesterday everything was fine, everything was ok
until the morning of this very day,
they told what had happened
They told me That they tried but it wasn't meant 2 be, You weren't meant 2 survive!!
How can they tell me that?
how can they say it so freely?
who are they 2 say whose meant 2 live and be?

I feel so afraid now!
Just last night I spoke 2 you on the phone,
I told you i loved you
and That you\'re not alone
because hadn't i woke up this morning
Knowing you were dead,
i would've hated myself in the end.

I don't know what 2 do now,
I don't know where 2 turn
my heads spinning so fast
and my body's about 2 burn.
How do I let go?
How do i move on?
Knowing in my heart you're GONE!!!

**Just like 2 let all of you know I wrote this poem for a friend of mines boyfriend who died last night. Let me know what you think plz. Thanks**