A happy family

Dear dad do you remember me
do you think of me at night
do you ever look back at the times we had
do you wonder if I'm alright
am i just a memory to you
a removable stain on life
you can never change what you have done
it will never be alright
but I'm sorry i failed you and mom
i didn't want her to have to die
i didn't know that it was my fault
every night that you would cry
please forgive me, dad i need you
more than ever before
i cant do this on my own
i cant take it anymore
i cant go back and change the past
or the things that i did wrong
but you can neither change the fact
that i am still your son