It's the OnLy Way

I did it again tonight
It was the only way to make me feel alright
I'm sorry I did it
I know it hurts you
But it's the only way I can escape
escape the pain that's surrounded me
I need setting free
but I'm in way too deep for anyone to help
Although you try
I know you want to be the one that changes me
But I'm the only one who can do that
I said I could stop as easily as I started
But I was proved wrong
I try so hard
But the razors my best friend
It never lets me down
It's always there no matter what
I know how badly it hurts you
I don't want to be a burden on you
You have your life to live
So I figure the quicker I die
The better it will be for you
I;me sorry this is the only way
To hack away at my wrists
It feels so right
Maybe one night I will cut too deep
Maybe then I'll be able to say goodbye forever
I know it'll hurt you but it will be better in the end
Maybe you could take my hand and pull me through
Maybe I could stop
I doubt that
I try so hard
But something always goes wrong
It makes me turn back to the only thing I know
No-one can help
I'm just a worthless girl
No-one even cares
everyone just stares
I'm sorry but it's the only way

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