When I'm with you things are different
I can smile and acctually mean it
I think of what I've done to myself
I tell myself I'm going to stop
But I can't cause when your not there it feels so wrong
When your not round it's my only escape
If only you knew
Knew what you do
You keep me sane
Yet drive me insane
When you not there you're all I think about
I guess you don't know how much you mean to me
and I don't know how to tell you
how to tell you without showing you my wrists
How cut up they are
You don't know how much blood has been shed
and you're the only one who can stop me
from Hacking away
no-one knows I hide it
and I regret it more each day
baby, you're my only happiness
when you hug me my problems disappear
and when you kiss me my world seems so perfect
I need you more than the air I breath
It's true
I would rather die than loose you
You're my everything
my all
sometimes I sit and wonder
I wonder if I mean this much to you
You tell me I do
I hope it never changes
Don't know what I'd do without you
Boy, you're my only happiness
Please never leave me
**Written for my gorgeous boyfriend, baby you are my only happiness, I Love you!**
