More Than Dead, Less than Alive

More than dead Less than alive
I'm stuck in th middle
and I can't decide
should I stay or should I go?
I'm beyond confused
and I don't know

Living inside hopes and dreams
They'll never come true so it seems
Lost in emptyness
I want to break free I must confess
I'm living a lie
and I don't want to try

Voices in my head telling me not to live another day
You by my side telling me it's all okay
So many words running through my head
My heart hanging by your thread
Too much confusion
It's all just an Illusion

I've lost all hope
I'm just another broken teen
So unable to cope
Inside I silently scream
Searching for some type of relief
but this world holds too much grief

I'm just so scared of living
death sounds so sweet
cuts I make run so deep
These lost hopes lay before me
Starring at me so I can see
Making me feel so worthless

I'm dead yet alive
Should I take the plunge
Should I dive
or should I stay
living here
to face another day