Something You Need To Know

I wish I could....tell this to you,
Open up my heart...to what I'm going through,
I wish you happiness with that girl,
Just to tell you, your still my world,
And even though we're apart,
I can't move on, you still have my heart,
Was everything you said, just one big lie?
It ruined me, I died inside,
I wanna run to you, run for cover,
But your gone, you left, to be with another,
I stand in the rain, my make up begins to run,
Where did you go? You took away the sun,
Left in darkness, the shadows of all,
You didn't even try to catch me, as i began to fall,
Left with a messed up head, and f**ked up mind,
Pieces of me, for some poor soul to find,
You were the sparkle in my eyes,
Now there's just sadness since you said goodbye,
Its not that you abandoned me, that hurts so much,
Its what you took away, I just need your touch,
To be in your arms, where everythings okay,
Why did you need to tear me apart? Then just walk away?
Did it boost your ego? Please your stupid head?
Did you just want me to die instead?
Did you want your love to kill me?
Just so that you could be happy?
Truth is, I would die for you, you just needed to ask,
I cant move on without you, I'm alone in the past.