Behind closed doors, i would rest
Feeling restless I lay, wondering pondering
the idea of how it was
I love you, your heart was mine for the taking
and mine was yours truly and freely
Now the doors have closed, you and me no longer rest
we now resist one another's past.
No longer do i lie, replaying times of before
I watched us, come together and then fall apart.
This was not easy to do, it killed and bruised almost enough to leave me cold.
I came to you with my heart at hand, fearing you would break it, but you seemed so sure so positive that you would never do such a thing.
My heart slowly broke as you went away we no longer play together we shifted to ignoring one another.
I love you and that was all. Now I'm left with the pure memory of the way it use to be. I use to cry now i smile realizing what we had was a gift and now its a memory. I loved You.
