9:46 pm staring at my four walls
with their spiked ceiling
screams bouncing out of every corner
music's not much of a refuge
trying to write something worth my while
to give me a reason to live for a few more moments
monsters tearing apart my insides
fighting to get out
so they can mutilate me
time ticking by too slowly
62 days since my heart's last beat
since my souls been joyful
now all is black and I'm full of nothing inside
all four faces surrounding me laugh
ceiling pokes fun at my sorrow
pain filling each corner
music so distant
finally wrote something worth your while
gives me a reason to live
tearing my flesh away to get the monsters out
fighting to get out
so they can humiliate me
time stopped still too long
62 days since I've felt anything
since I've lived at all
Now all is empty and numb inside
9:52 pm
