My mind is left wondering what could have happened.
My heart is left aching because of my actions.
I have made bad decisions and good decisions.
I haven't quite figured out which ones go in which catagory.
I dream of him night after night.
He seems almost impossible to forget.
He is a boy of different faces,
I still can't tell which one is sincere
Maybe a part of me is scared to know.
I don't understand why he changes so frequently.
It almost seems like he wants to be disguised forever.
My observation of him changes hour by hour.
My thoughts drift and I fantasize.
My memories aren't fading. Sometimes I wish they would.....
