Sometimes I fail to apprehend
My mind and the things it says
Is it the fear that makes me want to hide,
Or is it just me attempting emotional suicide?
I don’t care for the pain that it inflicts
Loving the strong and hating the weak
I don’t want to run, I don’t want to cry
I know I can’t fight, god help me...I don’t even want to write
There is so much inside I want to share
Words of beautiful rhythm, glorious rhyme
Yet I fear her answer, for I revel in denial,
I don’t want to risk another emotional scar.
To share my dreamy sorrows that fly
Or whether locking them up deep, deep inside
It doesn’t matter, tears like these don’t lie
I care not for yours truly or for friends that never smile
I seem to have lost the purpose in my life
And the vital fuel that drives me inside.
There’s was so much I could’ve shared
But now I’ll just have to let her go.
The fire in my heart, my visions
Everything I ever wanted from life
Whether I love or love her not
It’s the raw emotion I can’t stop
And the electricity when we touch.
