It hurts...

It hurts.
It hurts so much,
to see you get hurt by someone,
that has already hurt you,
It hurts so much
to see you talk about someone,
when you know I love you,
It hurts me deep down inside when,
you talk to me about the chick you love,
every word that I read about this girl,
keeps tearing me apart,
You know I love you,
but you still tell me things,
I don't want to read,
I told you I was fine with it,
But I lied I was never fine with it to begin with,
You told me you where starting
to like me as more then a friend,
but then I screwed up,
and made you think of me as only a friend,
When I read that you where liking me,
I started to smile over and over again,
But then you told me we could only be friends,
You know I wanted more then that,
Cause I thought and still think,
You are the most beautifulest girl,
And most wonderful est girl in the word,
I think about you everyday,
But it hurts knowing I wont ever have you,
It hurts knowing I wont ever have a chance
To show you how much I care,
I want you to know,
That a few days ago,
I realized something about you,
I realized that the girl that you love,
is really lucky to have you,
I'm not just saying this,
I'm saying it cause its the truth,
She will treat you with respect,
I would too,
Your the greatest person,
I wish I could be with you,
But it hurts knowing I cant,
I realized this chick,
has a better chance with you,
then me being with you,
I hate to see you get hurt by her again,
I'm hoping you never do,
If you get hurt,
You know I'll be hurting with you,
I just want you to know,
I will always love you,
I will always care,
And I'll always be here for you,
No matter what the problem is,
Just cause I've been hurting these past few months,
Doesn't mean I wont be hurting in the future,
It just hurts to see you.

To the girl I have falling in love with for at least 11 months now