She was so broken
she wants to live no more
on the outside she seemed happy
but her heart was bruised and soar.
words could not express
the way she feels for him
love burning deep in her soul
her heart burning out of control
she loved everything about him
his eyes his laugh his smile
when she wasn't with him
she was in denial
she loved him with all her heart
he loved her to
together forever
they already knew
they where inseperable
spent every second together
everyone knew
they would be together forever
she loved spending time with him
but she just remembered what her mom had said
she was moving
that night she cried herself to sleep in bed.
5 hours away how could this be
this couldn't be happing
each other
they wouldn't be able to see
they loved each
other from the start
they promised to stay together
and never part
at first thing were going fine
even though they wern't together
at times it would be really hard
but they be together forever
while she was think of him
she thought he was thinking of her
tell that day he said
i don't think this will work
she started to cry
and ask him why
how could this be
they were suppose to be together you see
he said he still loved her
but she doubt it was true
how could he love her
he just tore her heart in two.
she cried herself to sleep at night
she didn't know what to do
their was just so much pain
and depression too.
she loved him with all her heart
their would never be another
"why, why did you move us mother"
days, weeks, months had gone by
it was never going to get better
so she grabbed the razor blade
to end it forever
she sat on her bed
wrote out notes to all her friends
"this is my fate
thats why i write you and tell you its to late"
she pushed the razor blade down
hard on her skin
she pushed and pushed
and she pushed again
she pushed down harder
so much pain
she pushed so hard
tell she hit a vein........
a few hours later
she was found on her bed
cuts on her arm
and a bullet in her head.
they found some letters
that she wrote to some of her friends
then they found one that said to Richard
please read after i'm dead.
this is what it read............
Richard i love you so much
but i couldn't stand living with out you
i don't know what to do
i hope you have a good life
and i love you
and i hope you love me to
i cant stand everything
thats happened
and everything we went through
just remembered you were my boo
but anyone would be lucky to be with you
i will be in your heart always and forever
i will see you again in heaven
and we can be together
just remember
you were my boo
you were my love
you were sent to me from up above.
this is true except the end i didnt end up dead but i did write a letter like that to richard cause i thought i was gonna kill myself.
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