She was always depressed....said there was no reason to live....
so she tried to take her life....
she took as many pills as she could find...
She hated her life....nothing good came out of it...
at age 14.....she hated herself...cut, was depressed, and hid it from everyone....
parents divorced and remarried... mother fought all the time with her new husband..
and she heard them argue all the time..
verbal abuse from her mother all the time....
lost the her best friend that made her feel like she was important...
she started to get dizzy, and really tired.....
but a few hours later she woke up..
fine, nothing wrong with her....
she wondered what was wrong..why hadn't she died.?.?.
was it a sign...a sign that was showing her she was needed, or had a purpose.?..?
Now she has someone who she loves with all her heart..and is loved back..and she thinks how if she had died, she would never of had a chance with a guy she loves with all her heart!
She soon figured out that it was a sign...that everything would get better..just never give up....
A sign sayin that she does have a purpose...to make someone happy...the man of her life.
