Where were you?
When i needed you?
The time at most.
You weren't even close.
There was 1 thing that held me up.
But what you had wasn't enough.
That thing was love from my little sisters and what i had.
I had love for you and you lost it and your not getten it back.
I had to raise those 2.
All because of you.
I didn't have a childhood.
And now you act like it's all good.
WHERE WERE YOU?
When i needed someone to look to?
I needed help.
I couldn't raise them by myself.
You weren't ever there.
Kinda makes me think you didn't and don't care.
But now you look at me.
And you see.
Someone you wish you could be.
But i made this all from me.
Without you i had to carry on.
I had to carry on when you were gone.
Feeding my 2 sisters.
And now you realize the difference.
Between me and you.
And there's nothing you can do.
I didn't do.
It for you.
I did it.
For those 2 kids.
I hold them close to my heart.
Without them my worlds torn apart.
I remember when they were torn from me.
Why couldn't you let us be?
I was happy then.
But you went and got drunk again.
So that's when i lost them.
I won't let you do that to me again.
I closed you out.
Your gone without a doubt.
All i wanted was something you couldn't do.
I used to.
Love you.
