Suicide letter/poem

I'm sorry it had to end like this,
I'm sorry I have to go this way,
But i'm serious,
I can't live another day.

Mum- I'm sorry we're not as close,
As you wanted us to be,
And, mum, I'm sorry,
That I can't be what you want me to be.

Dad-I forgive you,
For things you did to me,
If you'd have paid enough attention,
My depression you'd have seen.

My brothers -You're my world,
Even though we've been apart,
I promise you,
You're forever in my heart.

My 'friends' to you i'm sorry,
I'm sorry you never cared,
I'm sorry i was there for you,
But for me you were never there.

My Nan - She was my world,
I loved her in every way,
The day she died, it broke my heart,
But i'll be joining her today.

I'm sorry to the people,
That really, trully cared,
I'm sorry i pushed you out,
My secrets i could not share.

I'm sorry i were born,
I knew i was a mistake,
For every day i live,
More and more i hate.

So this to you will be,
My very last goodbye,
And for this final time,
I will suceed in my suicide.