Please Help Me

For Jo, please don't leave me.

I know I really shouldn't have said, all the things i said to you,
All the hurt i yelled at you, you don't deserve to be put through,
You've always been there, helping me to stop,
I just couldn't help it, your anger made me pop,
I know I shouldn't do it and i know i don't understand,
Just how it feels to be in your position, trying to hold my hand,
When all i do is pull away or say that i can't explain,
All the depressing thoughts in my head, and why I'm filled with pain,
The hurt i express by the marks on my wrists, the cuts along my arm,
As i work away with my blade, it will cause me no harm,
I know it didn't help before and it won't help me now,
But i can't help thinking it will stop my pain somehow,
You're always here for me and i try to be there for you,
I'm sorry that i shouted but please try to pull me through,
I know you think that i don't listen and that your words don't sink in,
But please understand they do and if you don't help i might give in,
I don't want to go and leave you; i know you have other friends,
I know you have more important people whose hearts, they don't need mend,
But thank you for being here for me, right up until this day,
And i hope my shouting and my crying haven't frightened you away.

*All comments and votes greatly appreciated as always*