I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to think
I sit in my room
And watch the walls close in
My friends say they love me
But when I need them the most
They just look away
So then im left with nothing
But the tiers in my eyes
And the needle in my veins
And all I can do I wait for the next time it happens
Because my life is a blink
There one second
Here another
And day by day it gets worst
I feel tired
Tired of the drugs
Tired of the drinking
But im in to deep now
I cant stop
Everyone that I turn to doesn’t help
The all just look away
The walls are closer the ever now
It is so dark
So small
Where is the door
I cant remember
I cant see it anymore
O god please help me
For I have lost everything
Lost the ones I care for
Lost the life I knew
To a needle
What do I do now
What do I do now
Do I sit here and do the things
That are going to lead me to an unhappy doom
Or do I try to stop this game
That I have grown tired of playing
Im so confused god
Help me
Help me find my way
Before I find my way to you
