I have a blade and i want to use it
to take me away from all this shit
all the many nights i cried
with all the pain deep inside
i wish i had my rubber band
to take some of the pain and
make that dark red
that came from all the times i bled
i just wanna break down and cry
I'm tired of all the times i try
to be dead
a deep sleep forever in my bed
people care for me
because of the marks they see
day by day i scream
from every horrible dream
i cant wait to get home and use it
to take me away from all this shit...
