I took it all in,tried to understand
I ignored your comments, and lent you a hand
I did my best to meet your expectations
I did all this for your satisfaction
I never talked about how I felt
I was always there to assure you it'd be OK
Id put on my fake smile for you
Id act as if life for me was picture perfect
I never got to tell you about my pains
How i felt useless with no future
I never got to tell you about the problems i had
How I'd get kicked when i was down
I just bit my lip and nodded my head
I gave you all my attention, I did just like you said
You never told me thanks, Never showed affection
I would just brush it off as if it was no big deal
You pointed out my flaws
If i dare frown
You'd tell me you weren't serious , that you were "just kidding"
and then you'd continue to lie to my face
Now its my turn to speak...
You made me feel useless,empty,alone,unwanted,lost,broken,hated,..Id go on but its a waste of my breath
Cause you don't want to listen
You don't want to hear my pain,Cause to you its all complaints.You find me ungrateful..with no right to cry
You take me and push me away, while you break me
then you expect me to pick up the pieces, and then put on my smile for you.
To stand in the back round and support you, and thats what I've chosen to do for time to come
To go back to my dark spot, as long as i made the light shine for you..all for your satisfaction.
Its all about you, You wont listen to me, and you don't have to..
Cause the words you choose not to hear, I will carve into my body...Don't worry though I'll hide it from your eyes, I'll tell you to turn away..While i cover it all up with lies..and all for your satisfaction
