Cried out eyes,
Tears flying high,
I want some rest,
Atleast tonight,
Taking a knife,
Not looking at the sight,
Jabbing it through my heart,
And slowly falling asleep,
Knowing the pain will last forever,
Looking down at the fall of my leap,
And maby get some sleep,
Shutting my eyes closed tight,
I take that leap,
For a minute everything is quiet,
I see a dark light,
Shivering at the site,
And closing my eyes tight,
Holding a gun to my head,
About to fell lead,
About to get some sleep and about to shiver,
Finger is shaking on the trigger,
Why?
I have no regrets,
Wanting to die,
Shutting my eyes,
I get enough courage...
To finally pull the trigger,
My knees feel like dough,
Hands feel worked to the bone,
I'm tired,
Please let me sleep,
Everything is so cold,
Sliding my head through the knot,
My heart is hurting me alot,
Already fought..
Making the knot tight around my neck,
Getting read to fall off of the chair's ledge,
Taking in one last breath of air,
Finally going to bed,
And taking the last step,
Running my hand through the beautiful water,
Looking at my reflection ,
Tears sliding down my check,
Now ill get some sleep,
And be able to leave,
Slowly walking into the water,
Smiling and being able to leave,
The water is below my wast,
I fell the fish slid around my legs,
Water under my breast,
Now I'm able to see all of the pain i've kept
The water is up to my chine,
I finally will get my rest and never awake,
Water under my noise,
So glad i don't know how to swim,
Taking my last breath of air,
The water is now over my head,
My lungs fill with pain,
As i take a breath of water,
I smile..
Looking at the pills,
All done writing my will,
Ready to take a never ending nap,
Opening up the bottles,
And spilling the pills to the floor,
Swallowing all of them,
With only one gulp,
I wait for what seems forever,
Wanting to sleep now,
I take every pill i have,
My body feels like it become a hacker,
And gave me the worst pain
My head starts to spin,
I have done my sin,
My stomach feels like it just exploded,
Loaded with every kind of pain,
Without any shame,
I finally came,
Now i will sleep,
Cutting my arm with the knife,
Feeling the main vein,
I quickly pull the knife toward me,
Feeling so much pain as a small puddle begins,
Even this early i feel my head spin,
I slowly lay down,
And smile as my vision fades,
Guess ill go to sleep today,
I taste blood on my lips,
To tired to open my eyes,
To see if it was the puddle or if its just me,
Life is full of lies,
So now i'll be able to die,
And take my forever rest.
