Joining my baby in heaven

by jenni   Nov 16, 2004


I had no choice my child
It was you or him
I'm sorry you didn't have a chance
And that I let him win.

I loved this guy to pieces
So much I let you go
Would you have been a boy or girl?
This I will never know.

The day I went and had you removed
The memories won't depart
I knew deep down I didn't want to
But I didn't listen to my heart.

He said if you existed
He would up and go
He said to have an abortion
And pathetic me did so.

4 weeks later he left me
So here I'm all alone
Depressed and I need my baby
The one I wasn't allowed to own.

So whilst you're up in heaven
My life I cannot bear
So baby if you'll forgive me
I'm going to join you up there.

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  • 19 years ago

    by ~:.GodeSsOfTemPtati0n.:~

    this is sad... i dunno the pain u have within since i dont have a kid yet, but i know how it is the grieving pain coz u lost ur love one... i gave it a 5 i dont know why... thought twas good but this turned out sad,,, it gave me tears... it really did... hope u pass by mine sometimes... and read one of my work... will appreciate it so much... and take it easy gurl, someday u'll be fine... ciao

  • 19 years ago

    by olivia

    aww that was sad .. im sorry 4 the choice u choose ..i myself have a son and i cant imagine what u went thru to make that decision