B.f.f.e hopefully

I don't think there are enough words to tell you how much you've done for me.
you showed me things about myself that i couldn't see.
I never thought having a best friend was that big a deal.
till you became my best friend and made it all real.
you've become my rope thats there to pull me away from the brink
being my life vest never allowing me to sink.
I know I've never said any of this out loud.
but your the only sun light that can shine through all my dark clouds.
but i needed you to know that if it's the last thing i do.
cause i never knew the meaning of best friends till i met you.
though i know we've been getting aggravated with each other more then we should.
but i do know that if i could take back all the stupid sh*t I've done i would.
I am who i am because of all you've taught me.
am I'm trying so hard to change all my faults though it's not that easy.
but for my best friend I'd do anything.
cause I'll never know what tomorrow may bring.
till i met you i never knew the meaning of a best friend.
it was just a word i thought I'd never comprehend.
it's kinda weird to be so happy because of two little words.
but that feeling is even better knowing you'll always be my girl.
all the things you've done for me i can't even count.
but i can tell you no matter how hard i try to repay you it wouldn't equal half the amount.
you've helped me realize so many things.
about who i am and most of life meanings.
i have messed up a lot and i don't know why.
but no matter what i did you always stood by my side.
you've been there for me when you never had to.
and i hope you know I'd do the exact same for you.
I've changed for the better cause of the friend you've been to me.
you looked past my facade and realized things about me only you could see.
and that's how i know i can rely on our friendship.
because no matter who i had to choose from you'd always be my first pick.

SANDY -N- NIKKI B.F.F.

* please comment..... i wrote this poem for my best friend, because for some odd reason she has it in her head that I'm trying to find someone to replace her (which is impossible) and i was thinking about giving her this poem .... so if you have time please comment and tell me whether or not i should give it to her .... it would help so much... thank you.