My worse enemy

I hate being alone, I'm afraid to get hurt
I'm afraid to be alone, i hate to be made fun of
i don't want to be alone, i hate to cry
if you leave me here alone, i will sure to die
i get hurt when i make mistakes
and i am never happy

i have many scars from the previous beatings
emotional discomfort from the teasing
i cry my self to sleep each and every night
but when i wake up in the morning, its like a never ending fight
i want to get help, i want it to stop
but I'm afraid that she will hurt me
why do i get this, what have i done?
i don't think i deserve this does anyone?

i have now asked for help, but it didn't work
I'm lying on my bed i am so badly hurt
she cut and burned my arms, and left her signature on my leg
she forced pills down my throat
and made me drink this liquid
she tied a rope around my neck
and now i have stopped breathing
I'm lying on my floor, my soul is gone
she wasn't my mother, she wasn't my friend,
she was the person who i trust the most
it was I, my worst enemy who hated me so
she had enough of me and she put my life to an end