The wrist meets the blade
i promised you this day
-why cant you be happy?
why cant you leave me alone
after all this stuff untold
yelling
screaming
crying in bed
yelling
screaming
all the stuff in my head
unhappy thoughts
removing you
all of this stuff is through
no more of you
abusing me
no more of this "we"
putting up with it for years
all of you!
this is what you made me do
one more cut
to ease the pain
a little deeper
to hit the vein
one more second
and life will be through
just remember
no matter what you do
you cant bring me back
you'll feel it everyday
the pain of me being gone
and not a thing you can say
the knife now is down
along with myself
no more feeling
unstable pains
happiness erupts
in my nonliving self
joyful singing
mindless mourning
its all through
ive been erased
