Laughing can hurt
especially when its you
Ive never been strong
to just over think
move on with life
forget about them
do something else
wish not to be dead
pretend you didn't hear them
be happy with your self
but hearing that stuff
can make your heart melt
I'm gonna get in trouble
by the stuff that they say
I worry about it everyday
lies can hurt
when they include you
can you believe
all the stuff lies make you do
words do hurt
the pain I feel
invisible marks on your arms
un-swallowed pills
the things you don't do
scared-ness of death
grabbing you
thoughts can hurt
when they're inside you
things you cant let out
what will others do?
stuff that wasn't there
beginning to show up
your eyes are red
you dont sleep
your happy thoughts
no longer there
I've never been strong
I'm fragile to these things
say another word
and see what I think
see the thoughts in my head
the blood in the deep thoughts
all of this stuff that you said
has brought me to this
death can hurt
if you miss life
but when all you miss
is what you never had
theres not much to be glad
I won't miss life
now that it's through
my thoughts won me over
theres nothing I can do
so take the blade
and my life
