Left it at Goodbye

I wish you could see what you have done to me
All the pain that I am going through cause of you
If you would have just felt me alone like I wanted
None of this would be happening
If you would have never touched me I would not be the Big mess I am now. My friends cant even touch me anymore cause I have the fear that they do the same as you If only you would have left it at Goodbye like I wanted I wouldn't have to run to my room to hide my writs from the people who care about me I wouldn't have to try and hide my Razors from my self but No you wanted to put me through more Oh I wish I could tell you all this that I'm keeping inside But now your gone you took the knife to your writs and you didn't stop there you kept on going and now Your Gone Never to touch me again but what I don't get is how its you who still makes me turn to the Razor to release my pain If you would have just left it as goobye........