Forgiving is something i can't do yet.
What you did to me I can't forget.
I love you now and I always will,
Through thick and thin you're my father still.
You brought me so many tears,
So much pain all through the years.
Hurtful words so long ingrained.
Too stubborn to ever take any blame.
I was never good enough to fit your plan for me.
I was never thin enough through your eyes you would see.
My grades were never good enough though i had a 3.8 GPA,
I was the star athlete though i didnt play hard enough you would say.
I tried so hard for way too long,
I always though i was the one wrong.
But now i see it's the other way around,
Happiness without you is what i found.
But still i have that desire for a father again,
There were good times that we had spent.
Sometimes i wish that you were around,
To be a good dad on leveled ground.
I miss you and i hope you know,
I'm no longer a little girl i have grown.
I hope to make you someday proud,
So dad please come back home.
*Dedicated to my dad. I still love him though he caused so much pain.* Please comment and vote
