Sunshine on a dark night........

In my pocket I see,
What is now tumbleweed.
My life is alright now but sad,
It seems every night I am mad........

Depression carries on for now,
But I sit in my chair, wondering how?
Don't look back en till I say,
Get out of my no life way.

The number one hated love,
Sent from hell, not above.
You see the grin on his face,
Trying not to remember, trying to erase.

Look over your shoulder and feel,
Feel that pain that you will never heal.
Now hold me why I cry my eyes,
Tell me it will be OK, and i will realize.