My friend Kim

by SHYSTY23KO   Nov 17, 2004


You were never really my friend,
I would pick on you until the day would end.
I made a lot of fun out of you,
laughing at the things i could and you couldn't do.
You took all of my $h!t,
and never even said anything about it.
I was mean when my friends were around,
and you would sit there and not make a sound.
When my friends were gone,
I had no one to hang with,
But you were there,
Its like you didn't even care.
later when we were friends,
thats when i found out,
hurt feelings were really there.
I heard the news,
I thought it was a lie,
but still, something was making me cry.
The next day at school,
I went to your class and asked if you were there,
your teacher told me to return to class,
My teacher had explained,
explained how you weren't happy,
and how you must have lived sadly.
I couldn't believe it.
I didn't want to believe it.
Your were too young to die.
A lot of people cared, a lot still cry.
Your missing out on so much.
I wish i could see you and again feel your touch.
I miss you Kim, rest in peace for ever.

*Dedicated to my friend Kim. Everything is true, believe me, i do feel horrible and have A LOT of guilt. Never take people for granted.*

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  • 19 years ago

    by polly

    great poem. it is really really well written. very sad, and full of emotion. take care.
    what will be will be.
    what has been...i guess, was mean to have been. its crazy how life and fate takes you places that you never really understand,or expect. but maybe they are there to help you grow and make you stronger. i know its probabaly not much comfort for what has happened to you and your friend.i know, but alot of nasty shit iv seen and been through my life and is still going through, but sometimes when im not feeling like im drowning in whatever the situation is,a light hits the surface of the water enableing me to breathe, and that is 'hope' which makes us stronger. its like if you fall over and graze your knee, or if you self harm, that pain and cut,in time turns to something stronger than skin.a scar. like your heart, many trials may you face in your life,it hurts, but gives us strength one day. i hope you knoe what im saying. dont waste your life strangling yourself in guilt. at the end of the day...it was thier decision...and i know that isnt much comfort..i know. but maybe it was her time.but ust remember when you feel sad or guilty about it that she is up somewhere dancing with angels, and maybe she is yours.
    sorry about the long post.
    polly
    xxx
    check out my poems some day if you get the chance.

  • 20 years ago

    by Kara !

    I know it's hard losing someone close. I'm sorry to hear about it.

  • 20 years ago

    by blarg

    *is now crying* i am so sorry...so sad.
    this is a great poem.
    hugs n kisses, blarg

  • 20 years ago

    by Heather M Craig

    oh my goodness i cant believe that happened wow...i had a friend who done unto me like u did to this girl and it hurts so much but i am gonna tell u it is not all ur fault she did this to herself, she must've had more going on...dont feel bad. close ur eyes and talk to her thru God, she will forgive u. i know.
    ps. thanks for the comment.
    God bless

  • 20 years ago

    by Jose Olivares

    this poem made my eyes watery. I'm sorry about your friend!! And don't take all the guilt. Things happen for a reason. And one reason only.....

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