Why do i still love you,
after all that you put me through?
you have given me so much pain
that it's driving me insane.
loving you was my only reason for living,
but you left me here grieving
in the dark all alone.
at first i was full of fear,
that i could never love again,
it went on for years.
i finally got out of the rain
when i thought i had set you free.
you came back to let me see,
the things i saw in you before,
asking me to take you back,
but all i did was walk through your door.
i felt the pain again,
but this time confident is what i gain
for accepting the fact
that i could never take you back.
