Lost Love

Watching me, wanting you,
I can feel you pulling at me.
Hating her
Despising them.

You gave me false hope…
Making me believe you wasn't ready.

You just didn’t have the balls
To tell me
I wasn’t good enough.
Now you have her.
I hope you’re happy
Because she is going to ruin you.

But those times are
But a memory
Suppressed by weak tears.
Those days haunt me,
The times we used to hang out.
Who was there through all those times?

You used to make me smile
With those silly faces,
Your voice used to comfort me.

Now it sickens me,
I can’t bear to see you with her!
I’ve tried to tell myself
That you were never mine.
That I should just let you go…

This pain inside sickens me
One day I hope you see
What happened to my soul?
Because I’m left with a hole
In my heart.