Why with him is it this hard?
Somebody tell me please
Am I a screw up?
Was I ever meant to be?
I am now lying on my bed
And thinking about your words that you said.
How everyday I would make you upset
How every day because of me your eyes would be wet.
Should I just give up?
And go my separate way
Even though every bone in my body
Doesn’t want to run away.
But one thought is stopping me form realizing
If I cause you so much heart ache and pain
Then why still after all this would you continue
To call out my name.
I feel the way you feel
By how you describe it to me
And it makes me die inside
Knowing that someone I love is in so much pain
That you think with you I play you like a game
But its not like I do this to make you cry
And it never was meant to be
Its not like I mean to do it
And I wish I would not hurt you but me
But you’re still with me after so much
Just know when I say I am sorry I mean it with all my heart and soul
I am the luckiest girl at only fourteen
And I hope forever we will be
Always just you and me.
