Mixed Feelings

Just leave me alone,
I don't wanna be touched,
I'm not in the mood to talk,
all I wants that much.

Why are you here,
talking to me this day,
please can't you all,
just go away.

I have only one thing,
that I hold dear,
in me she causes,
a great, silent fear.

Afraid I won't see her soon,
when's the next time,
why don't I ask her,
when will she be mine?