Soulsearch

What is life?
What do I hold dear?
Is it love and hate?
Courage and fear?
Or something deeper,
Providence or fate?

Search my soul,
Read my mind,
I act so angry
And so kind,
These actions are
But an outward charade

I analyze and torment
My tortured heart,
To find the feelings
Their long past start,
And to my wonder,
I found the darkness