The game I’m playing has lost itself
The lie I’m living has won
The hope I’m hoping has given up
The try I’m trying is done
My soul has gone, but I’m still here
My pain has gone on living
My feeling have melted into nothing at all
It’s past receiving, just giving
The lie I told has take over
The lie is more than I thought
The lie is nothing but selfish crap
The lie I’ve fought and fought
The hope has nothing left in me
The hope has given up again
Into nothing, no one, vanished into vapour
Into invisible worthless pain
The trying is nothing but a meaningless wish
The trying has emptied my mind
The trying is nothing but endless ache
The hope I’ve given up trying to find
