Every time

Every time I try to fly
The wings have broken again
Every time I try to crawl
The ground disappears again
Every time I scream and hope
No one listens again
Every time I try again
Its over

Every time I fall and cry
No one notices
Every time I sit in pain
No one notices
Every time I hate what I’m doing
No one notices
Every time I fail
They notice

Every time I bleed
I’m scared
Every time I hurt
I’m scared
Every time I cry
I’m scared
Every time I try
I’m not scared anymore

Every time I lose
I fear
Every time I fail
I fear
Every time I’m alone
I fear
every time I scream
I know I’m gone…the fear’s gone too