Everyday that I’m forced to see you and be with you I become even more disgusted
The hatred inside me grows as I wish I could escape you but I’ll never be free
Everyday I stare into your green eyes intently, wanting to be far away from here
But today is different I can no longer take this hate which I so passionately feel for you
Something inside me breaks and I start to yell and scream at you
I tell you how I can’t bare to look at you, the sight of you makes me sick
That huge nose seems to grow more every day and I can’t take my eyes off it
That stomach which just hangs out like a lost dog waiting to be feed
And those enormous thighs I’ve always wondered how you let them grow so much
I tell you how I’ve always secretly thought you were completely useless
You never seem to be able to do even the littlest things in life right
And you’re always hurting others whether it’s by what you say or the promises that you break
How could one person be so dumb? I never knew it was possible
I tell you how I know that you’re never going to get anywhere in life
It doesn’t matter how hard you try or hard you work, you’ll never be anything
To world you’ll only ever be seen as a failure and nothing more
So just give up now instead of wasting yours and everybody else’s time
I tell you how nobody in this world cares about what happens to you
They may say the love you and care about you but it’s all a big lie
The world could careless if you died, no tears would be shed in your memory
So next time you think about dying don’t think twice about pushing the blade deeper
I finish tearing you down with my words and how much I hate you
Tears streaming from my eyes and down my cheeks splash to the ground
And with my last ounce of strength I lash out and smash the mirror
Because I cant stand to look at this beast that is me for one more second
