Suicidal thoughts, they keep running through my head
It seems like everynite i'm just wishing that i was dead
Take my heart, i don't need it
It's already broken into millions of pieces
Love is so thoughtless.. so cruel..
I realized this after i screwed up so many times
And still after i thought i hated u, your still on my mind
I wish you still loved me, I wish you still cared
But I know i screwed up big time...
I knew i ruined anymore chances i had with you
I could've given you everything you needed
If i wasn't so dumb, so stupid, and so blind
I thought God would give me another chance
To make everything alright
But He didn't want me to make it through another night
I'm getting so tired of crying over you
I'm getting so tired of thinking i'll make it through
Because i feel like i won't...
No i won't.
