Living An Unseen Life

No ones caring
No one to know this hurt you feel
No one loves you

I can't go on like this
Living this unloved, lonely life
Its not so fun
I think I'm done
Living

Too hard to stop crying
Too hard to keep going
Too hard to not give up
Living

Put the smile on
They'll buy it no problem
They can only see the outside
But inside your sick of
Living

Just can't seem to make sense of your life
Too hard to keep going when your not by my side
Under the dirt you lay
I'll pray everyday for you

I know inside my wish will never come true
Want to know what I wished for?
You

If I leave this horrid place I'll be with you
In pure happiness, filled with joy
We'll read happy stories about a girl and boy

But until then
I keep wanting to die
I'm sorry all I can do is deny
Hide what I really mean
The real me is unseen