Help Me, I'm Doing it Again!

I’m doing it again,
And I really need your help,
It takes away the pain,
And really helps me out.

I can’t stop it,
Even though I’ve tried,
And I know that I lied.

I know I promised,
Never to do it again,
I know I’ve promised to stop,
But I can’t and it scare’s me a lot.

I’m on the dark side now,
Even though you can’t tell,
I’m off the track,
And can’t find my way back.

I’m cutting again,
To feel the pain,
It helps me play the game.

I don’t mind the blood,
Because when you get good,
You also get bad,
And I know that you also think I’m mad!

But help me someone,
Hear my plea,
Come and find me,
Rescue me!

And if I’ve gone too far,
And try again,
To commit the ultimate task,
To take away the pain.

Then I want you to know,
That I loved you so,
And it’s not your fault,
But I had too go.

But if I survive,
And I’m sure you’ll know,
Then I promise,
I’ll give life another go!

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