The cost of hurting you

It's now so difficult to get to bed
These painful memories cloud my head
The flashbacks of you and me together
Brings tears to my eyes like stormy weather
I know what i did shattered your soul,& with that came a toll.
You told me you didnt love me anymore,lets just be friends..
I lied by agreeing,all i wanted was to start again.
Its now so awkward between us two..
No longer the late night talks,no longer just Me & You..
Its now so difficult to get to bed
These painful memories cloud my head...