Wishing for death

I hold my breath
and i wish for death
I'm sick of this life
I've got nothing left

Blood stains cover my floor
as the darkness settles in
It's like a never ending story
of the evil that lies within

All these eyes stare at me
like I'm some sort of disease
I never asked to be judged
So why won't they all just leave

Go away and leave me to fight
I don't need there pathetic "advice"
I can kill myself on my own
It's my decision, my life

I hate the way they talk to me
I'm not a little kid anymore
They didn't want me five minutes ago
Only because of the hate i store

You all ran away so easily
and waited for me to fall
Can't you see your killing me
You were never there at all

Can't you please just go away
There's not much left in me
I've tryed so hard to work it out
But god, you just can't see

I don't want to live anymore
This war is to hard to fight
I lost the battle five years ago
When you added to my strife

Don't preach to me about love
and the fact that life is bliss
I don't want to hear your heartless words
Can't you understand, I've had enough of this

So please do me one last favor
Turn and walk out that door
I'm just fine here all alone
I don't need anyone anymore.