If I'm Still Alive...

I'm here and I'm crying, all on my own,
I'm sitting and watching the seeds i have sown,
And planted into my head of dreams,
If I'm still alive, why can't you see me?

I'm sobbing and shouting and screaming at you,
I've come to discuss what you are trying to do,
I can hear the thousand of cries in my head, can't you?
If I'm still alive, why can't you hear me?

I've some for a hug to help me feel better,
I've given you my nice warm sweater,
Depression means that you're always cold,
If I'm still alive, why can't you feel me?

I'm trying to reach out and take your hand,
I can't help myself but I'm sure you can,
All you do is move further away,
If I'm still alive, why won't you touch me?

I try to take your help the best way i can,
If you don't give me any the cuts i will plan,
If i can't get help then i can't stop,
If I'm still alive, why won't you help me?

I send you letters to see if you get it,
I cut myself and i knew I'd regret it,
But you don't and nor does anyone else...
If I'm still alive, why won't you love me?

Because you don't love me,
Because you don't care,
Because you don't see me,
Or know that I'm there,

Because you won't help me,
Because i can't stop,
Because i am dying,
And have nowhere to drop,

Except down on the floor,
When they untie the rope,
To try to revive me,
They no they've no luck,

Now do you love me?
Now do you care?
Now can you see me?
And tell that I'm there?

Now do you get it?
You didn't get me to stop,
The pain and the hurt,
That got over the top,

Now I'm lying dead on the floor,
And it's all your fault,
Now do you care more?
I'm not still alive, now can you see me?

*All votes and comments greatly appreciated as always*