I don’t know how you feel now
I still feel for you
As I always will do
What I write may just be more words and letters to you
But this is really the only way I can express my feelings to you
I am too scared to tell you face to face
Because whenever I see you I want to hold you in a warm embrace
I am sorry for everything I have done to you
And for everything that I didn’t do
I am sorry for the way we have turned out
I sit here with all this doubt
Thinking of what we could have been
Brings a smile to my face
But that is all in a dream
I guess that is why when I wake up all I do is scream
I need to focus in on reality
Which is a reality with no you and me
Which I know is something I can do
But knowing there is a life without you
Is something I don’t really want to do
I am sorry for everything I have done to you
And for everything that I didn’t do
I shake when you are near
Because I try and hold back a tear
I look back on an eventful year
And nothing can hold back that tear
I wish we could have been together forever
But I don’t think that is what you want
Ever.
